Unfinished 080904

I haven't been blogging anything for the longest time.

I had personal issues I had to go through. Some of which I will write about in the next few days. Nonethelees, during my hiatus, I had prepared a few unfinished articles and I would like to share my drafts. I don't think I will be finishing them, as to why? I'll explain in my next posts.


Birthday. No matter how much I try to postpone it, it's imminence is undeniable that I can smell it... every morning I wake up. I even ask myself why I am so scared of it. I remember when I was still younger (because by standard I am still young) when a birthday was something I look forward to. Those days when a birthday was synonymous with gifts, cake, toys and candy. When even if it's three months away you tell everybody that it's very near. What I would give to have that back again!

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I guess the curse that comes with maturity is age. I know, I know, it sounds like it's supposed to be the other way around. The curse that comes with age is maturity?! No no no, not for me. The curse that comes with maturity is DEFINITELY age.

Married perspective aka The Married Sword – The higher the age (number) the higher the pressure for becoming mature. You can grow old without being mature.

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We become the people we want to have. We become so enthralled by our desires that we actually project it. I think it's because of our notion that similars attract, so if we become the people we want to attract, we might actually attract THEM!



It doesn't make sense, but they are something,


as far as I'm concerned.